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I hate you [02 Feb 2009|10:36pm]
Throughout the entire investigation, the lead detective seemed unconcerned about the mayor’s apparent involvement in the case.
Indirect Object
Prepositional phrase
participial phrase
simple predicate

What’s the purpose of this exercise?
direct object
object of preposition
predicate nominative

Tom said he doesn’t feel well.
predicate adjective,
direct object,
predicate nominative

People who live in glass houses shouldn’t throw stones.
Subject of dependent clause,
predicate nominative,
direct object,
subject of independent clause

This contract offer is an insult to us workers.
predicate nominative,
object of preposition,

Please give me that last piece of pizza!
indirect object,
direct object,
predicate nominative

Among the many reasons for mastering grammar is its ability to make you a stronger writer.
Direct object,
gerund phrase,
none is correct
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I've been watching too much of Sexy In The CIty [08 Jun 2008|12:15am]
[ mood | groggy ]

How do men and women date if we're so different?

On so many levels I have contemplated this question, as I'm sure other females have as well. Men and women seem to have just enough in common to be able to relate long enough to force intimacy. Rarely does this seem like it should work. Primarily we want different things, in life, in daily activities, in a choice of what to watch on television. Sure there are the coincidences or flukes rather were two people of the opposite sex come together but how often does that really happen? The worst are the faux girls. The ones who have trained themselves to be girly-elegant and tasteful all while spewing out sport facts to sports they've never played but have learned to watch.
We all have patterns. I've noticed that I will sense things and ask questions; questions which I want to hear only one answer but I know he wants a different one. Yet I still push and ask. I know this will alter my mood significantly and that men are too dense to answer with the right answer. Is reciprocating sensing of what I want really that hard? This may seem selfish, and to an extent I agree. However, when one person is doing all of the sensing and unwilling conceding it aids to the stock piling resentment. Then I conclude how irrational I am being, and since I am a woman all of my behavior that isn't 100% reasonable must be complete chaos and irrationality, right? I mean society tells me so...
All this thinking has in the end not gotten me anywhere. I am right back where I've started. Secretly annoyed and not going to stay shit about it- because there is no rational in that after all. I've learned important thing, which sometime I forget about like a pair of cute open-toed heels that you forget you have each winter till the summer. Don't rely on men, don't trust or depend on them. Side with your friends, go out with them- place yourself around the opposite sex at crucial well timed scenarios. Not that I'm a huge negator for anti-love, but rather seriously it's not just that men suck it's just that men and women trying to come together will always- in some aspects- fall short. Go have fun with your friends first and for most then fallback on your lover.

If you don't have a fall back lover, consider yourself emotionally more stable and probably more fun.

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I am miles from where you are [11 Nov 2007|12:34am]
I can only give you everything I've got.
Love and lots of it


I like this boy.

"Keep on smiling. I am serious not enough people do that these days." Gas station attendant to me.
"A fish knows all except that it is in water."
"'You've been everywhere in the world haven't you?' I had, but it hadn't done me much good."
I still love you more than anyone else could.
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When you're dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the hardest part [09 Nov 2007|02:19pm]
[ mood | good ]

This American Life, a radio show on npr with podcasts available online, is a decent show worth checking out- I feel. http://www.thislife.org/ "We're not a news show or a talk show or a call-in show. We're not really formatted like other radio shows at all. Instead, we do these stories that are like movies for radio. There are people in dramatic situations. Things happen to them. There are funny moments and emotional moments and—hopefully—moments where the people in the story say interesting, surprising things about it all. It has to be surprising. It has to be fun."

I am officially transferring to U of O for winter term, which starts on the seventh of January for those who do not know. Many emotions are running through me, most of which I cannot begin to describe. Most circling around excitement, and nervousness. Change has never really been my thing, but you do what you have to do. All things aside, honestly, it feels great. Monday I am going to orientation after work, it is also strange to me to be doing something this big in my life without either of my parents with me- I am just not used to it.

Yesterday I drove up to my brothers house, at night, with my third break light out (the useless one in your window...) without my license- because I left it at work. I admit not the smartest choice I've ever made, since I was aware of all of the above before leaving, but amusing to me none-the-less.

I have wasted almost an entire day doing nothing remotely productive, except for downloading some Biology lecture notes, funny how the internet can do that to you. I am not that bothered by this today, I like having a break for a change of pace.

I am horrible at staying on task, and solely studying or doing homework for any amount of time solid. I must overcome this.

Here comes Christmas, and I couldn't be happier about that.
I love fall. This fog we've been having I also find really cool.

How have all of you been & what have you been up to?

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some lyrics I like from songs; this will be updated often [24 Oct 2007|03:31am]
[ mood | groggy ]

With a name I've never chosen, I can make my first steps as a child of 25.
everything we have is all we need.
if it looks like it works and feels like it works than it works.
just because I couldn't say it, doesn't make me a liar.
it's all going to change.
your best-friend sticking up for you, even when I know you're wrong.
the anger swells in my guts, and I won't feel these slices and cuts.
Another solider who says he's not afraid to die, I am scared, I am scared.
please don't let this turn into something it's not, I can only give you everything I've got, I can't be sorry as you think I should, but I still love you more than anyone could
I am broken and I'm colder than hell, I should have said that night come back here.
to think I might not see those eyes, makes it so hard not to cry.
What do you mean I don't love you? I am standing here aren't I?
you could be happy, I hope you are, you've made me happier than I've been by far.
more than anything, I want to see you girl, take a glorious bite out of the whole world.

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I lost my wallet today= suckass [24 Apr 2007|03:03am]
[ mood | pensive ]

I'm broken and I'm colder than hell

I would love to say that I hate hurting people. But I feel that this would be entirely too redundantly; increasingly so over this past school year. You all get the point I am sure.

I also have noticed that all my past entries since school have been how stressful my life is. Pretty much it will be until I end school? I do not know.

I am going to try to work on hurting people less, and stressing less along with that.

Oy vey.

Here I go again, I guess I could say I'm going back to the start.

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They say some things never change; but that's OK with me because too many do [22 Apr 2007|03:47pm]
I am too impatient, impatient and undecided, undecided without conviction. I haven't made up my mind, but I know exactly what the results are going to be; which moves I claim I am unsure of to make when I know which ones I will.

In other news, I have decided to double major.

I miss Texas, I thought it was nice and more importantly I miss Molly. I think I am anticipating missing her more than I do right now. Even if this summer is going to be good, it is going to be rough especially without her.

I think this is my new favorite song, one of them at least.
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I am bad with phones [04 Apr 2007|11:56pm]
But Eileen I miss you.
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Once more I'll say goodbye to you [04 Apr 2007|11:38pm]
I made a choice today probably for the better I guess.
blah describes how I feel to a 't'.
the rest of the day was just as spectacular I am so relieved it is over.
I am sadder than I thought I would be.
I don't feel like I am back in school. I also feel like it is going to be more work this term although still the same classes (essentially) and amount of credits.

I'm not feeling this situation
runaway try to find that safe place you can hide
its the best place to be when your feeling like me
all these things I hate revolve around me

I am signing not being emo fyi.
I am impatient for a lot of things now.
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I feel like I am watching everything from space [04 Mar 2007|11:25pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

What do you mean I don't love you, I am standing here aren't I?

Livejournal: Last call for procrastination.

My life seems to always be going 90 miles per hour, this of course is inclusive of my driving as well.

I have homework/studying to do constant through Thursday. I have a microeconomics quiz and test this week and if I fudge that up I am hosed. I have so much shiz to do it is ridiculous, I would list it just for kicks but I'd be launched into a depressed overwhelmed state. Ich gehe furruckt!

On another note, Snow Patrol was amazinggggggg. I loved it. I saw Alex King :) and ate 6 cup cakes; got home at 6:30 am to discover snow coating the ground. Ich liebe sneit.

Thursday after four I can go get my hemmed jeans!!! I am so pumped,which I can change into then wear to the airport when I vacate my math class early to get Molly!!!!!!!! (<-happy thought) Then Saturday I am playing with Kevin.
I like some of the people I work with now, and I found new mascara I enjoy that is really inexpensive.


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no sleep ftl!!!!!! [27 Feb 2007|01:45am]
[ mood | death ]

Basically I am loving live 24-7 right now. I am not going to finish everything I need to (for school) and I am not even going to be going to sleep. I have to be "up" for work in less than two hours. I hate life right now. God damn it, I hardly rant or post I know this is emo but I could care less. My sanity has officially gone out the window.

Is it ironic I am at the 24-hr Starbucks when I have to go to work soon?

wide awake and dying.
I hate my job (not because of this surprisingly), I refuse to be poor, I would never work a minimum wage job (after college), although I am not being paid minimum wage anymore. I do not see how anyone does this really. Props to all old people minimum wage workers.

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It's just a minor thing and I'm a minor king. [23 Feb 2007|11:01am]
[ mood | lazy ]

I don't want to shower.

I am so busy and I don't know why, but I don't like it. I mean I am always busy, but usually I have some time for homework and or breathing. I would end up doing something everyday anyways, but I guess I just don't always like to see it all coming because commitments suck? I am weird...
Thursday- Navi's :)
Friday- Shopping with my sister, @ 5 a German thing at Auto's and Anitas (sp), 7:30 Eddie time
Saturday- (6:30a-3p)work, hang out with Eric
Sunday- 8:30a work. yuck. Shit loads of homework&studying/hanging out with 'the fonz'
Monday- Snowboarding with Dan & more shit tons of homework/studying.
Tuesday- Driving to Seattle to see Snow Patrol with Dan. Then homework.
Wednesday- Normal as my life ever is again!

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I hate windows! :) [25 Jan 2007|10:00am]
I am doing this while waiting for my other computer to load the proper stuff so I can go to school, with my paper. Generally an idea I'm into... and apparently something it's not. Stupid Roxanne.

I really love my german class though, on the bright-side.

Me being bored... and my first pictures in 2007 umm yeaaah.
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You said that I changed, well maybe I did, but even if I changed what's wrong with it?

Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting
Thanks for stopping by.
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[28 Dec 2006|05:00pm]
[ mood | empty ]

I was late for work today
I got two parking tickets
I felt so sick the entire time, like going to hurl all over customers kind of sick
It's break and I still manage to lack free time.
I miss Navi, Eileen, Tabitha & my brother.
I am opening on a day I have school = sure death.
I am going to a birthday party tonight, with no gift and pure exhaustion.
I work at 4:30 am tomorrow, shitty but less shitty than 3:45 am, which there is almost no difference between
I basically can't stand to stand on my feet and I ache like no tomorrow.
People leaving is going to suck indescribably badly, yes I am selfish at times.

But we play 9 Crimes at work now, and when it comes on it makes my day better at least for those three and half minutes.
Molly, my dad, (my mom if she drives me to work tomorrow morning)
I didn't get written up for being late.
I love having people here, it's nice.
It's almost the new year (that's got to be good, right?)
Kevin is one of the single nicest people ever.
Chris & Ryan (they always come together)

Alfonso comes in tomorrow. (this shouldn't be here but is.)
I may go snowboarding Saturday, although I should probably work and get money.
I need to do laundry, badly.
My niece is in town.
I want to read my book.
School starts up again soon.
I want to download Coldplay because I never got it off my other computer.
I rarely publicly use this to say what is really going on.
I am pretty sure I am commitment-a-phobic which is funny, in a not so funny more ironic than funny unless you are just being mean funny kind of way.

I miss Alex King, like miss talking to/knowing
I am going to read now, maybe I don't want to get ready yet. fuck shit fuck. i am leaving earlier than expected. I still feel nauseous? I hate having no down time... go go go

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sgfhyl [20 Dec 2006|04:01pm]
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This will be the death of me [04 Dec 2006|02:13pm]
[ mood | blank ]

I am sorry to be a downer but I am ridiculously stressed out right now.
This week I have to write three papers (by tomorrow and wednesday), three tests, have a conference with a teacher, write a page summary on community service I didn't have time to do, I hope I don't have a test in psych tomorrow, and I have to work over 20 hours this week. Which includes closing Today- Wed which makes doing any of this stuff rather challenging. Then next week is finals, and I was supposed to get Molly from the airport. My new motto is you do what you have to do, the only thing is I just hope I do. Oh yeah and my cd drive in my computer broke so I have to get that fixed...

I've started Christmas shopping Oy. I love Christmas though. I want to decorate and get a tree so badly.

It's odd to have not moved and to have to make new friends because others moved away. I just don't like a lot of the people I go through the motions of seeing just to not be alone. Quite frankly even if I stopped hanging out with them I wouldn't be alone. I think I'd like that better.

I just don't know anymore.
blank is a good way to describe how I feel a lot these days. I care a lot less and things that would have made me cry for the most part don't.

I have been sending coffee to my brother and his troop, and they all wrote me thank you letters back saying how much they appreciated it and how much it really helped out and boosted their moral. That made me cry. [that was the exception.] Being in this situation you have no idea how helpless I feel whenever he's gone, it's just like you are sitting around waiting for news of any sort everyday. It's not a very fun feeling at all. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about my brother. It was nice to feel involved in any way no matter how small. People don't really seem to understand, or understand how big of deal it is and how much it hurts because it hurts a whole hell of a lot.

I hate my job, but I'm too chicken to quit, there is also just something about quitting I just don't like.

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yay-ness [27 Nov 2006|11:34am]
[ mood | jubilant ]

It's snowwwwwinnng!!! I ♥ snow!!!


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I am going ice-skating tonight:) [03 Nov 2006|06:31pm]
[ mood | awake ]

I took off work to get Molly from the airport on the 12th of December.

Texas was amazing.

Life has been hecktic.

My car was stolen. They found it again, but I haven't seen it yet.

Um yeah, school is busy-ness.

That's basically it.

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yeah [21 Sep 2006|02:05pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

I have mono- it's great.

I'm excited to start school.

Life has been a little off, stuff combined with mono basically.

I am reading Pillars of the Earth, anyone else read this, just wondering before I continue the next 900 pages.

On the bright side I have plane tickets to go see Molly, which makes me very happy.

I'm thinking of cutting my hair to a few inches below my shoulders, any thoughts? Not like most of you know what it looks like currently but yeah, use your imagination.

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Rafting Trip on the Descutes/Life [04 Sep 2006|12:07am]
[ mood | awake ]

Caution 500000 pictures. Dial up not advised beyond this pointCollapse )

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